Today, while i'm on the bus otw home. I saw a couple. Not those teens couple. That one can predict alrdy. This one ahhh hah an old couple in 40s. Not all old couple would do that. Obviously, they are husband and wife duh! But what they did to each other does make me smile mcm kerang busuk sorang2 pulak tu. And aku berangan kejap la. Imagine one day, i would want my partner to do dat though we are getting on years. Even if we're in senior citizens years, my partner would still do the same thing. Holding hands together...Old couples when holding hands are sweet, arent they? Awwww ok again awwww

Hokay back to these couple i saw in the bus, they were sitting infront of me. Perhaps both were hungry as they were eating epok2 in the bus but they so loving. Imagine, the wife ate and maybe the crust of the epok2 betaburan at the chest part...Oh did i mention she was wearing hijab. Know what the husband did? I dont know if he know if ppl watching but who cares rite, she's your rightful wife. Kk, the husband eventually wipes and cleared away the epok epok's crust at his wife chest on hijab's cloth. Awwww. Seldom seen old couples did that. Lagat macam org baru bercinta. Tapi si sang isteri tersipu malu gitu. Though i cnt see but hey i'm a young adult...a lady and so i know how dats feel like *blessed*

Then not only dat, after that incident, something came across my mind. I know each and everyone of us always wanted everything to be perfect if they're given a choice. Oh well, this is life. There's no perfect life. There's always roller coaster coming ahead. I wonder if my future partner would be like dat. Not exactly like dat but what matters most was...would he stick with only one? Holds u, stand by u and guide you to the righteous path til aging years til u last breath. Alrite, call me selfish. Yes, honestly i dont like sharing when comes to partner..Who likes it anyway? Sometimes i think dat who would be my UNluckiest partner. Hahaha. I'm sorry to say this again. Sometimes, past just make us be more and more cautious. C'mon at times, i thanked for what happen throughout my almost 21 years of living becoz it makes me strong of who i am today. Standing strong like stainless steel  =) Sometimes, i dont quite get it when they're a few, a few means can count with fingers ok! There arent many as u thought it was. Like how can they like me? I mean like dude, i'm sure bore to you..and how can u came across to dat. Oh ya! I dont find myself interesting as compared to others. Yaya, i do have some low self-steem at times. Told ya my self esteem can be tiny as tiny as an ant. And oh, am not interesting either. I'm not sweety pretty girl. And now, i'm sort of forgot how to be in love all over again. Lol. Okok, what rubbish am i crapping here. I dont know, even my mum starts to convo with me abt marriage. Omg! I then quickly change the topic sia. Dont worry, when it's the right time then it's the right time. Might be today or tmr.

Gdnite yaw! =)