Dear fren,
Never did i tot you are aware the changes from the way i talk. I had my reasons for doing so. Never did i tot u flared up into anger when you're serious of what u say while me all being unserious, heck care. Always took your word just like the wind blow. I'm just making sure that i, myself don't put on high false hope. I've learnt my lesson. It's indeed true like you say, i'm always being denial. I always never admits. I always wants my way. My hearts says differently than whats my lips do says. Both do have egos. I had mine and u had one too. I think i had mine ego worst just now. Okayy, since when i had that huh? I know i've test ur patience quite harsh. And thanks for being angry that actually knocked some sense into my head and now i felt guilty. Oh gawd!! To you, i may sound as if i'm not sincere and serious enuff in what i'm saying but truthfully that's the truth. The truth what do my hearts say. That's the answers to all your doubts. I tot u would understand since it's obvious enuff but no u dont =( It's nothing wrong with u. Perhaps something wrong with me. Maybe being emotional and stuff. It's not i dont trust you or other guys, i'm just being a bit careful thats all. Actually, u shld hear how my heart beat racing like, how smiley my face expression like eventhough i always denied saying no. U shld see it, only den it's clear how i'm feeling. I'm truly sorry if i happen to make u angry...It's my wrong. My fault. My apology

Yours truly,
Fren