DAMNIITTTT!
Whatssup with today? K siao ah!
It all started early in the morn. I DONT DONT really get it, why must u drag that jerk in the picture? I didnt even tiny weeny mention abt dat jerk. Why must every reason behind is surely linked to dat Fuck! Surely la, if i ask what's one of the reason surely it's him. If he really wanna threatens me, i'm not scared like i used to. I didnt say i'm strong either. But i'm not those scardy-cat anymore. All these while, it make me strong to stand up. If he really wanna threatens me, (i'm so gonnna laugh at this) it shld be done by now. But what's up with months after months ehk? Budget weapon tak cukup ke? *shakes head* *shakes head* *shakes head*. But why all of the sudden u popped that jerk out. I know u want to say something else in the first place which at first dat jerk was not supposed to be in the picture to our convo but and then u still mention abt it. Yea, u didnt mention dat jerk name directly but be it direct/indirect  but something linked to dat jerk. WHY?????????????????!!!! Why must u remind me of him? Did u know u're NOT helping me to forget instead helping me to refresh my mind abt it. Cool or wat? Now, after dat see my reaction. I AM SOOO PISSED already and trying to cool down but meanwhile cooling down mentioning relating to dat jerk really add to boiling point. Now lets depends on my reaction. Lets say if i started to put dat jerk in the picture into the convo, u jolly well said i still have feeling for him. And what the fark it is obvious looks like i'm siding with him????! Right? Then wen i decide to keep quiet coz everyone say silence is much far better than anything else. Then, say i'm sad la to hear all those hurtful words of him, that's the reason why i keep quiet. But if i decide to rebel/to answer back in a loud tone then saying i'm cannot take it those hurtful words abt dat jerk. And saying dat i'm overact. Tapi, tengok la what are u talking abt. But still, i IGNORE and maintaining to be cool. Thats y ppl say DONT EVER EVER DISTURB A BEE HIVES and u'll bear the consequences. But u made a wrong turn, and still wanna provoke me and see what had happened. Ape lagi bingit terus angkat kaki. Oh God forgive me. I realised a rude attitude but i think i better ran away before "nice and delicious" words came out frm my mouth and i dont want it to be worsen. So dont ever provoke me when i'm already down. If u wanna joke, i'm dammit fineeeeeeeeee with it. But then, Dont ever drag dat jerk in. What's up with him sia? Pehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh bingit je aku. He's not supposed to be in the picture. See who ask u to mention abt jerks? I didnt, and u jolly well noe i didnt like it already, but why must rub it in. Though anyone 1 that relating to him oso i dun like, It means nothing at all. I hear it's like some channels reading news on the TVs. Urgh!
U wanna say me changed, sarcastic, ironic, stubborn, overeacting, rude, i'm fcuking dont care. Coz i've had received worst than dat. I've been too too too too soft-hearted where ppl (thanks ah eh) treat it foolishly. I use to keep quiet abt it but now i dont care. I'm gonna voice out be rude or not rude. Because of you, i began to stand up strong and fight back. Not like dulu like, biscuit dunked with water the result is soft & soggy.
Dont u know, when u start to mention something relating to dat FCuk. Everything just spoils. But who start it first? U...i'm just so sad. Everyone else is trying to help me forget abt it but u help me refresh abt it. I'm so fed-up u noe =( =( =( =( =( =(

Dont worry, fCuk no longer in dat special place anymore. Promise left a promise.

Saran tebuan jangan dijolok nanti tanggung la akibatnya =)

Ahhh! I'm kinda felt relieved a bit. Oh c'mon it's just a rant. Hope tmr will be a good day ahead. Amin~