Tell me why? Explain to me why? Give me one good good reason why?
Everytime whenever involve you, the hearts beats just like the ticking clock every second.
I know u dont know, and i dont want you to know.
I'm afraid and i'm scared, if u know.
I dont want to lose a friend. I dont want lose that r'shp.
Somehow i see myself in the mirror & i realised that i'm just not good.
Not very good.
But why are u doing this? Why are u making this?
Why do u haf to make my heart beats as fast every time i heard ur voice.
What are this??
Why do u making me all the cold shivers?
Why do u make me stump every word i want to say?
Why u making me feel jealousy when a girl nears u, holds you.
Why are u asking me if i miss u?
Why are asking me not to smile at other guys?
Why u say feel jealous? Is it for the fun of it?
Why are u always asking me when i want to see u?
Why are u asking ur frens what am i doing currently?
Why are asking me "if i miss u, what can u do?"
Why u feel upset when i sounded bored to talk ur calls?
Why are asking me to call u when i'm free?
Why u imagine how i look since we last saw 2009?
What makes u remember how long was it u didnt call me?
What makes u say i feel happy when u're away soon?
What makes u say i'm happy when u wont be calling me?
Just why boy??

The thing i wanna say but i dont want u to know.......
YES, i'm gonna miss the calls & stuffs everything involve you. I just hope u dont forget me when you're there or when u're back. Maybe, see after the month of May if u still remember me='(
Siapalah daku iniiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

How i wish i cld say that to you but i noe u wont understand either. I just dont want to mess up the fren ties we had n making it worst. Coz i know i'm no pretty like other girls. I'm no sexy like other girls. I'm no sweet like other girls. The best way, i'll just keep to myself...
Anyway, thanks for making my days turned out wonderful wif jokes & laughter u made.
I know we love to bicker. I know we dont talked/sounded lovey dovey. I know we love to bangkang menbangkang. I know we dont talked "i, u" instead "saye, wak" and still continuing to talk like that.
But i always pushed away that feeling coz i dont want to get something wrong in the end and hurt in the end. I hope i can cope wif this...I hope u wont forget me the least as.....ur fren =)

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