I guess i dont update much nowdays, right?

It's not that i'm super lazy or have nothing to write. It's like this. Whenever, my mind is full of ideas to jot it down, i unable to use the comp and when i have the time to use the comp, the minute i was abt to sign in the blogger site, my mind went -blanked-. (wat a long sentence) *breathe* Totally nothing to write abt but the urge is there and i always ended up empty draft post or kept pressing the backspace button. Nebermind til i get one of my own. I'm only planning n He's the one fulfilling it. Yeah man it's hard for me. But as this saying; "patience is virtue" arent they? Uh uh, it's true enough but meanwhile it's torturing =) but i like it coz in the end it's like the best feeling i get in return. For instance, winning gold medal over some match =)

"If there is a will, there is a way"
- Just like how i managed to buy DSLR. It's been a month plus. But do u ever thought how the processed goes? Save, save, save like hell. I have to pause and pushed aside my shopping desire. I saved by eating at home most of the time.

My work....Nope i'm still at the same company. Never did i realised that it's been almost to a year. From zero to hero heroin. Well, actually this week i dont know what's up wif me that i screwed up my tasks given and such. Bleargh feeling n i feel uneasy thinking abt it even when i'm at home. But the next thing i knew, it was nothing serious i like thought. Hahaha. Funny... andddd, recently well it's exactly 1 week, a kid from spore poly just being attached to the company i work. He's chinese n haf girlfriend already. I do always teased him on his galfren. I asked him ur galfren pretty or not n he went blushed. Dah tersipu-sipuan budak tu.Then i answered for him, i said of coz right ur galfren is pretty. Pretty in your eyes n that's y u chose her. Lol. He's a veryyy shy boy. That day, we kinda talk, abt his family, schools and stuffs. I hope u enjoy ur silly brothers & a sister once u know us. And in April mayb there's another new kid from ITE but it's not yet been confirmed. One more thing, 1 of my colleague out of the blues do ask me some bonus question that keep me stammer. The question he asked, "Aini, bila nak tunang?". Oh mee. This is not the first. I've been asked couple of times n different people too. Out of all questions!! Hehehe. Guys, dont u worry much alright, if God's Willing, i'll make sure i invite u guys on my special day ALSO not forgetting my 7bff, for sure.

Btw, i miss the girls lately, how i wish we can meet as 7 again but when..... i envy those people gathering wif their friends.

Why do most guys likely easier for them to find replacement whereas the girls took a wasting longg time to forget n replace. WHY?! Whyyyyy?! Like a friend of mine in MSN, he's was a friend frm chats since i was in secondary sch days. He stayed arnd my area n we nvr ever bumped into each other like in TVs okay. Yada yada, i was being crushed too, that time! Sometime back, out of yellow(tot of changing colours), he starts the convo at msn n asked if i would care for a chat, and i was ok lah. We chatted that i still know him. Then suddenly, he like confessing that he broke up wif his galfren r'shp of 2 yrs last 2 days or last Fri..alamak nk bercerita tapi lupe pulak dah, and he cried like a bitch, he soooooooooo damn sad n all. He expressed that he's the one who ask for a break coz he dont see himself marrying this girl in future. I was ok, let it out boy, let it out if that makes u better. After that, 5 mins of convo, after the whole long chat, things got sour plum more likely dried prunes. He said that can we go another step as in not just friends in chat. Frankly speaking, yesh i do once crushed on u BUT it was back then. What's more u just broke up wif ur girl n dont u need time to heal n all. His replied was short n simple but not sweet "SO?" I opened my big eyes what the heck sia this guy. U go for me coz we've known long enough but hey U JUST BROKE UP WIF UR GIRL!!!! n i was wondering wah so easy for you u find replacement. What happen if one day u did that to me too? Matilah aku..... Somehow, i sort of rejected him n got him angry i also dun why but i do say we can be friend still thru msn, n he said all the chatting was in vain. WHAT?! Are u chatting wif me wif a motive of finding galfren. Gila lah engkau. U think i'm so desperate of having one. And now, we're not talking to each other even both of us are online. No not enemy just not talking =) hmph lagi bagus.

Recently, i've been saving like hell again. There's goes my hardwerk kachings. A comp of my own. I mean i want is my own where i can bring along when i'm outside. My wardrobe is out of control n i cant believed that i'm the fussiest customer just now. I liked my mum's wardrobe n i begged her that i want that n she take the new ones. Coz what impt to me is, bigger the better buts it must have some racks inside. 3 levels is the min.

Now, i'm having ulcer at the tip of my tongue n inside my mouth near the cheek flesh area, Tak best sesungguhnya yer =(

My dearest cousins, i know i've not been active on MSN. I missed that webcamed thing. Ugh! Wait k. Soon..........N guess what that little cosuin of mine just being kpo joining the conversation my frens & me at fb and all of sudden i got heart attack when his name n comment is displayed. Hahah jazrul, u think funny is it asking "who r u guys". Helo! Helo! we're the ones shld ask u instead ehk. Hahahaha. Oh god i missed that boy too. Missed his storytelling. Oh ya, btw, speaking of him, last week i treat this boy any toys that he like but of course on one condition that he have to choose one, if many ur kak ani can faint. Hence, i bought this character, Cloud frm Final Fantasy(dont ask me coz i nvr even heard of dat too) that he chose of course. The reason he chose Cloud over Bleach...yes, yes, yes it does sound like Clorox but it's a Japan/Korean anime. Ok, i was laughing hard abt the bleach aka Clorox thing at first n he's no longer like Ben 10. Not even a day, the body was separated by the legs. It's broken. It's ok coz the sales guys already warned us that the toys is actually for adornment not for playing though the hands n legs can be moved 180degree only. I tell u he's making a VERY HARD decision to choose bleach over Final Fantasy. Hahahah. See the expression funny i tell u. Like choosing a wife. Hahahah

Guess what, i think i gonna stop here. Coz i got a feeling anytime, the keyboard can go technical problem again....What sial..Opss!