klau i say that i gonna reject Poly amaciamm?
i know i'm very the tolak tuah. I miss the opportunity that comes once.
I know blink, blink, blink 3 years will end.
But i cant bear the endurance for another 3 yrs again...
Like Aini O said, skola malas, tk skola, boring nk mampus.
Work? klau for the time being, part-time pon ok even not relevant to my qualifications.
At least i got the savings. And maybe wont be/lessen the burden to them.
Within tat 3 years there's a lots tat i wanna do other than getting a piece of paper written Diploma.
I jolly well know, after 3 years will be certified as Diploma-ians. Sape tknk?!
But maybe if it reduce to 1-2yrs i'll consider, for now, i think no.
Maybe i shld gave up my vacancy to others tat need it most than me.

Parents are okay with me. Very supportive. They didnt even force me but they really gives good advice.
For instance, if you really mean it, that money is no matters. That drop no.2. We can work things out.
If you're really 50/50, it's okay there's other options out there.
Even mum gave other option to get Diploma later. If....... i want to in the future.
Ape lagi private. Pehaps MDIS? Ya, reflect again, ya the sch is actually quite pop-pularrr in Singapore.
And it's not sampai 3 years. The only thing is- ka-ching, ka-ching. Hopefully, then after i shld have some savings, and money no matters. Then maybe parents can chip it a bit.
ya, ya, pandai mak aku....

After by then, i wld (hopefully!) get what i want.
I know again, Poly is my dream but like now it happened too fast that my mind almost cant function appropriately.

I HOPE, i wont regret this later. *cross fingers*
I HOPE, there's more good chance out there for me.
I had my reasons to do so.