Put 08 Behind, Hail for 09
Jan 1, 2009
2008 has come to an end. And 2009 will begin.
So HELLO 09!
I hope this coming year will be fruitful for me.
Full of my smiling face instead of my stressing face expressions.
Thank God I'm willing to accept changes after the hardships, tragedy set for me
I can pull it off even it's hard for me to do so.
It's been hard on me coz I've been the one thinking and thinking.
So i threw all the past, the dark past into TONG SAMPAH coz it deserves to be there.
I know the dark past must haunt me all along. But i dont care.
I know i cant be like how they be, and i still i love myself to the core.
I deserves to be like who i wanna be.
Of course, i had many resolutions which cant be granted on 2008 so bring forward lah!
I just vent my problems to 'someone' and i dont know if that person understands.
Well, i dont care about that. As long, i felt relieved after i vented out from inside.
To the Ex, i dont understand why cant just you move on with or without me.
If you think you deserve someone better, that's good news for you.
If you think you dont deserve any one better, still you have to move on. Find your happiness.
I know it's hard, but it's your fault too. Though, i dont really put 100% blame on you.
You dont tell me everything from the start. How can i accept that? I may forgive but i cant accept. If you hide something a bit, i may accept but instead you hide ALL from me.
As if you were playing all this while, a year & more than a half. Nice act!
It's fine with me telling bad tales about me even if it's true.
Coz my ears get used to it already..
You wanna treathened me like that, up to you.
Btw, thanks at least you gave me the chance to feel what love is like even it felt horrible at times.
And i dont know if i wanna go through that road again.
It really make me scared, afraid, frightened, dont you know?
Just treat like you dont care about me and find someone better. I know there is.
Or maybe do something about yourself for the better.
I hate to see you in that situation. I cant even imagined...
I hate to see what you are just like in my dreams......eh wait correction! Nightmares!
I dont seek revenge, after what you did...
I dont seek payback, after what you did....
I dont tell bad tales about you even it's true, after what you did...
Now, tell me isnt it good enough?
So HELLO 09!
I hope this coming year will be fruitful for me.
Full of my smiling face instead of my stressing face expressions.
Thank God I'm willing to accept changes after the hardships, tragedy set for me
I can pull it off even it's hard for me to do so.
It's been hard on me coz I've been the one thinking and thinking.
So i threw all the past, the dark past into TONG SAMPAH coz it deserves to be there.
I know the dark past must haunt me all along. But i dont care.
I know i cant be like how they be, and i still i love myself to the core.
I deserves to be like who i wanna be.
Of course, i had many resolutions which cant be granted on 2008 so bring forward lah!
I just vent my problems to 'someone' and i dont know if that person understands.
Well, i dont care about that. As long, i felt relieved after i vented out from inside.
To the Ex, i dont understand why cant just you move on with or without me.
If you think you deserve someone better, that's good news for you.
If you think you dont deserve any one better, still you have to move on. Find your happiness.
I know it's hard, but it's your fault too. Though, i dont really put 100% blame on you.
You dont tell me everything from the start. How can i accept that? I may forgive but i cant accept. If you hide something a bit, i may accept but instead you hide ALL from me.
As if you were playing all this while, a year & more than a half. Nice act!
It's fine with me telling bad tales about me even if it's true.
Coz my ears get used to it already..
You wanna treathened me like that, up to you.
Btw, thanks at least you gave me the chance to feel what love is like even it felt horrible at times.
And i dont know if i wanna go through that road again.
It really make me scared, afraid, frightened, dont you know?
Just treat like you dont care about me and find someone better. I know there is.
Or maybe do something about yourself for the better.
I hate to see you in that situation. I cant even imagined...
I hate to see what you are just like in my dreams......eh wait correction! Nightmares!
I dont seek revenge, after what you did...
I dont seek payback, after what you did....
I dont tell bad tales about you even it's true, after what you did...
Now, tell me isnt it good enough?
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